The greatest part (sometimes the worst part too) about being an empath is that even when stuff is going “weirdly” not “perfect”, things are still so beautiful. Even when my heart breaks or is a little bruised by something, I remember this: for my heart to get a scar or hurt a little means that…
Tag: self love
Love letter to men
I’m in the mood to rant and I’ve got some time before church so imma go in for a second. Men, listen, you are not the keeper of my thoughts. You don’t know what my past is, you don’t know my life. If you make assumptions you not only prove yourself to be an ass,…
HBD. Te amo.
As another year passes I gotta reflect a little. I’m a crazy lady. I’m actually insane. But never in my life have I been more resolved about certain things. Sometimes I question my choices and decisions (like for instance watching this horrible movie right now called Spanglish where a horrible white lady outdoes herself in…
Poor Unfortunate Soul
Hello. Hi. Hello, my name is… Hi. Dammit just don’t. Just let them speak first and follow their leads. Fuck. Gosh. Ok. Now what? What are this person’s intentions? They’re probably nice. But you said that last time. Look how that turned out… Say nothing. A variation of this plays out in my head with…
They’re baaaaack… 🎃
You wanna know the great thing about going through it many times in life? By “it” I mean the bullshit the universe likes to throw at you just to remind you you actually don’t have any real control but rather you are a pawn in its grand game of life. The great thing about going…
It’s been a long time, been a long time…
That crazy moment when you realize you haven’t updated your blog since before you graduated college. This thing that I started to get over my first boyfriend has grown to be a monstrosity. A beautiful beautiful monster. In this tumultuous time, I haven’t turned to this for a reason. I’m scared shitless. My fear is…
Day 5: Just trying to find my way
Do you ever have those days when you don’t know why but you’re being pushed to do or to not do something? Day 5 was like that. I’ve forgone going to a party to stay in and work on an assignment. Besides the assignment part however, I’m just getting this gut feeling that I shouldn’t…
Clean
The biggest lesson I’m learning this week is about forgiveness. Not forgiving others, however. I’m learning that in order to go through life mentally peaceful and to be successful I have to forgive myself for some of my actions and some of my feelings. I have always held myself to a very high standard. I…
Stop interrupting my grinding
So as of late a common thing I have heard is that I can come off as a bitch or intimidating. When I heard this I of course began to analyze my behavior — particularly my interactions with guys (because let’s be honest, much of what we do as humans is related to the way…
Brown paper packages tied up with string…
What a time to be alive. What a space to habite. The beat of my heart, the skip of my steps. Days pass where I simply run, jump, leap, dance from place to place. I’m in no rush; there is no fire. When life is coursing through you, sometimes you cannot help yourself — the motions just flow like…
Serenity Searching 