I didn’t sign up for this…

Sometimes I think Man, I did NOT sign up for this. I did not pen my name On this crazy ass contract. For the 4am wake ups. For the monthly bouts of pain. For the hurling of painful events In q u i c k succession. I did NOT sign up for this. I didn’t…

Rumblings of the jade

You ever feel like you need to go? You need to run? You need to just not.be.here? These are not, I promise you not, Suicidal thoughts. I’ve had those. I crawled my way back from those. I lived those. I stitched myself up From those. That is not what these That is not what this…

Masks

In this time and this place  Forget the bullshit Forget the insecurities Fuck that boy Let that wayward friend wander Silence the internal and external  screams They felt infinite  While I have became small  No longer a whole being  No longer being weighed down by the anchors of my internalized conformity or my immediate society …

Track 5 

Little hands and little feet Wattle and shake and slide and fall Cheek pinches and “Teke muso Auntie”s She asks me how things are going She tries to understand how my brain funtions  I try to explain every now and then  “My mind is like a giant bubble With a flat screen and too much…