I’m in the mood to rant and I’ve got some time before church so imma go in for a second. Men, listen, you are not the keeper of my thoughts. You don’t know what my past is, you don’t know my life. If you make assumptions you not only prove yourself to be an ass,…
Tag: my journey
I didn’t sign up for this…
Sometimes I think Man, I did NOT sign up for this. I did not pen my name On this crazy ass contract. For the 4am wake ups. For the monthly bouts of pain. For the hurling of painful events In q u i c k succession. I did NOT sign up for this. I didn’t…
Poor Unfortunate Soul
Hello. Hi. Hello, my name is… Hi. Dammit just don’t. Just let them speak first and follow their leads. Fuck. Gosh. Ok. Now what? What are this person’s intentions? They’re probably nice. But you said that last time. Look how that turned out… Say nothing. A variation of this plays out in my head with…
Mama
Days like today are incredibly hard for me. I have to essentially delete all social media or stay away from it for 24ish hours. No, my mother has not passed. I have this same sadness on Father’s Day. My hopes for my future son(s) and/or daughter(s): May you always know that you are not alone…
It’s been a long time, been a long time…
That crazy moment when you realize you haven’t updated your blog since before you graduated college. This thing that I started to get over my first boyfriend has grown to be a monstrosity. A beautiful beautiful monster. In this tumultuous time, I haven’t turned to this for a reason. I’m scared shitless. My fear is…
I am a robot. Watch as I deceive you.
I think I have a lot of anger in me. I think I have a lot of sadness inside that is on the brink of releasing itself into the real world any second. I hold both in like a balloon holds in helium or air. As we all know, when a balloon has too much…
What being abroad has taught me
Something Australians do really well on social media is let you know what kind of post they’re making before they begin writing (i.e. “Sappy post ahead” or “Incoming salt post”). With that, I’d like to warn you of an incoming sappy post. No songs inspired me this time. Simply my experiences. The decision to study…
If I got locked away…
Although I get upset with many of my relationships, they always teach me something which is a pretty great trade off. Those who care about your relationship (platonic, romantic, familial, etc, etc) will be there for you and with you through thick and thin. They will somehow make sure that your relationship is strong and…
Cause it doesn’t have to mean that I’m wrong…(except for when I am…)
Well I’ve had an interesting few weeks. I am realizing that at times my resolve can be one of my worst attributes. I stand by the decisions I have made this summer. Going on a journey which involved focusing more on myself and “returning home” (more on that particular phrase later) was one of the best…
Serenity Searching 