Poor Unfortunate Soul

Hello.  Hi.  Hello, my name is… Hi.  Dammit just don’t. Just let them speak first and follow their leads.  Fuck.  Gosh. Ok. Now what?  What are this person’s intentions? They’re probably nice.  But you said that last time.  Look how that turned out… Say nothing.  A variation of this plays out in my head with…

A Day of Love

I expected to feel alone or empty a lot of today. I actually did at certain parts of the day. Texting my friends and seeing how many people I wasn’t seeing on the day of love made me a touch sad. However, an amazing thing happened in the late morning. It started earlier in the…

Stone

In a strange place at the moment. Things could be worse. They could be infinitely worse. They could also be much, much better. “Fun” stuff first. Boys. Oh boys. No crushes anymore. Cute bike guy (boy that used to smile and say hello since freshmen year and has now become this weird enigma in my…

Human Interface

Today I spent the day mostly sleeping and reading a Sarah Dessen book. All the while, my friend stayed with me throughout. It was nice to have someone there. Just another body being still and providing that opportunity for human interaction if wanted was nice. This isn’t to say that I haven’t been interacting with…