She has stars in her eyes

This is an unfinished post from January 2020… I have a theory. A wacky, 2 a.m. can’t sleep theory. When the universe was created all those many moons ago it was a Big Bang, right? And from the Big Bang came everything we know. I theorize that when our universe exploded into life and all…

Purest imagination

Sometimes when things are going so well, I get really scared. Like I’m terrified. Any moment, the proverbial shoe could not only drop it could sink into a deep black endless wormhole with no other side. Because when things are this good, it’s only a matter of time before my luck runs out. It’s happened…

Spence

My therapist is encouraging me to be as genuine as possible in everything I do. So I’m trying to do that more. Just be a little more upfront. Y’all are probably thinking “Bitch, you’re always upfront. What are you talking about?” To which I would say, “Yes. On here.” Trying to do that a little…

Love.Dream.Be.

The greatest part (sometimes the worst part too) about being an empath is that even when stuff is going “weirdly” not “perfect”, things are still so beautiful. Even when my heart breaks or is a little bruised by something, I remember this: for my heart to get a scar or hurt a little means that…

I didn’t sign up for this…

Sometimes I think Man, I did NOT sign up for this. I did not pen my name On this crazy ass contract. For the 4am wake ups. For the monthly bouts of pain. For the hurling of painful events In q u i c k succession. I did NOT sign up for this. I didn’t…

Day 5: Just trying to find my way

Do you ever have those days when you don’t know why but you’re being pushed to do or to not do something? Day 5 was like that.  I’ve forgone going to a party to stay in and work on an assignment. Besides the assignment part however, I’m just getting this gut feeling that I shouldn’t…

Day 2: I’m a little messed up 

It’s days like today that give me hope that everything will be okay. Woke up and for reasons that are so incredibly trivial that I don’t even feel like sharing here, I was in a bad mood. To top it off shit has started hitting the ceiling with my family just when I need them to provide…