Must reclaim my kingdom

When I was a kid, I used to love living in my head. There, I was the princess and I was the dashing hero. I slayed beasts and saved myself. I made up stories of love and triumph. I went on grand adventures to far off worlds while living in a home I didn’t always…

Purest imagination

Sometimes when things are going so well, I get really scared. Like I’m terrified. Any moment, the proverbial shoe could not only drop it could sink into a deep black endless wormhole with no other side. Because when things are this good, it’s only a matter of time before my luck runs out. It’s happened…

I didn’t sign up for this…

Sometimes I think Man, I did NOT sign up for this. I did not pen my name On this crazy ass contract. For the 4am wake ups. For the monthly bouts of pain. For the hurling of painful events In q u i c k succession. I did NOT sign up for this. I didn’t…

Rabbit Hole

So if you’ve been on this journey with me you probably noticed something out of character for me today. This will be my fourth update on one day. Let me explain. I always start these blog posts and forget about them. I usually don’t ever go back and upload them but I think each one…

Hold Up

Dear reader, I am confused as fuck about my feelings. So the really cool thing about not being obsessed about things in your past is that you no longer spend many hours on what you did wrong. Downside, your brain is very focused on what is going on right here right now. I’m in a…