Satisfied

I’ve started this blog post about three times now. But, as you can probably tell, I haven’t been satisfied enough to post it. I miss it. I miss writing my thoughts down. I know, subconsciously, that I haven’t been because if I start writing, I will also start crying and frankly I haven’t been in…

Ode to my rapper

I am in love. Yes. No, I’m not kidding. Love-love. That kinda crazy, you talk a little too much and you share your dreams type of shit. And I’m terrified. Gosh, I’m terrified. It’s real and I am scared shitless about giving myself to someone like I have been. He’s passed every test and checked…

Purest imagination

Sometimes when things are going so well, I get really scared. Like I’m terrified. Any moment, the proverbial shoe could not only drop it could sink into a deep black endless wormhole with no other side. Because when things are this good, it’s only a matter of time before my luck runs out. It’s happened…

Love.Dream.Be.

The greatest part (sometimes the worst part too) about being an empath is that even when stuff is going “weirdly” not “perfect”, things are still so beautiful. Even when my heart breaks or is a little bruised by something, I remember this: for my heart to get a scar or hurt a little means that…

Poor Unfortunate Soul

Hello.  Hi.  Hello, my name is… Hi.  Dammit just don’t. Just let them speak first and follow their leads.  Fuck.  Gosh. Ok. Now what?  What are this person’s intentions? They’re probably nice.  But you said that last time.  Look how that turned out… Say nothing.  A variation of this plays out in my head with…

8 October 2015

Let thy breath go in and out Let thy mind be at rest STOP! STOP Stop stop Hush, hush, hush Let not thy tears fall Let not the oceans rise or the rivers overflow Child you are not, woman you have become