Dear God,

Give me strength to be the best version of myself. Give me courage to tackle things head on. Give me blind faith so powerful that whatever the obstacle I charge ahead without being my own worst enemy.

I ask a lot, I know. I pray for many things that I should already have, I’m well aware.

But the growing pains are making me feel like a shape shifting alien trapped inside the body of an inverted cat. It’s all scratchy fur against me and a crazy amount of feeling out of place.

My journey has been rocky as of late. I weirdly still have faith that all of this is for a reason and deep down I’m thrilled to soak up the lessons the situation has to offer.

But I implore you. Please sir.

Let my mind do what it does best. Let it focus and grunt through. Please pinch it to life, will ya?

All my love,

Me